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(no subject) [Dec. 2nd, 2009|01:04 am]
a video of marilyn monroe smoking pot:

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-1232493/Marilyn-Monroe-smoked-cannabis-Home-movie-showing-joint-sells-180k.html
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(no subject) [Dec. 1st, 2009|09:05 am]
Me: "Hey JJ do you want your nuts attacked by squirrels?"
JJ: "Only if they are dressed correctly"
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There ya go! [Nov. 26th, 2009|04:56 am]
[mood | exhausted]

You know how sometimes people on your friends list post about stuff going on in their life, and all of a sudden you think "Wait a minute? Since when were they working THERE? Since when were they dating HIM/HER? Since when???" And then you wonder how you could have missed all that seemingly pretty standard information, but somehow you feel too ashamed to ask for clarification because it seems like info you should already know? It happens to all of us sometimes.

Please copy the topics below, erase my answers and put yours in their place, and then post it in your journal! Please elaborate on the questions that would benefit from elaboration. One-Word-Answers seldom help anyone out. (:


First name:
Melody

However, I respond to all of these names:
Kitty
Mel
Shaniqua (j/j)

Age:
23

Location:
Tempe, Az, USA

Occupation:
Full time supervisor for a callcenter that bills for porn. yay!
Trying to find another job

Partner:
Adam! Been together Some amount of time over a year. My best friend!

Kids:
Currently almost 11 weeks pregnant!

Brothers/Sisters:
Only child. I only have recently aquired adams siblings. In laws! yay!

Pets:
Pintada (half great dane half husky) and Kahvi (annoying pit bull) Kippie (cutest otrtoise ever!) and Buka (smallest tortoise ever!) And Birdy... my bird.

List the 3 biggest things going on in your life:
1. Pregnancy is a bitch
2. Family time for the holidays
3. Exhausted from building a baby.

Parents:
I love them, but they are fairly disappointing when it comes to emotional reactions. my dads a badass heavy metal guitarist who loves to go to concerts with me, and my moms a hermit. They are divorced and always have been.

Closest friends:
My Adam. Candace and Charlie. JJ, my roommate, and Adam O.
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(no subject) [Nov. 24th, 2009|02:07 am]
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(no subject) [Nov. 20th, 2009|06:34 am]
I made a start
Looked back just once.
Rebels of the frontier,
I can make it make sense.
Defenders of the real,
All I can see are dolphins.
I feel close to them
And no one else.
Road to nowhere,
Point of no return,
Stream of consciousness
He was just one.
Like a prime number,
He was devoid of plus.
He looked up waited, so frustrated.
I am vanishing into the trees
Defenders get onto your knees
Defenders get onto your knees
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(no subject) [Nov. 19th, 2009|05:02 am]
Melody
Im trying to figure out a way to make money when I have to go for maternity leave, and Im really freaking out. I wish I could just leave. I hate it hear. and Im so tired all the time. and jacobs so annoying. Everything here is gross and annoying. The food, the company (of course with a few exclusions) the way the business is run, etc


Glen
yeah, you won't get paid while you're gone either right? see, that kinda shit makes it almost impossible to stay here for long. it's retarded.


Melody
Yeah ccbill screws you
but its not like theres anything else available out there
so Im in a rut


Glen
there has to be somewhere... i think.. but its so easy here. and to stay here. it's just so easy..

Melody
yeah but I need actual money, haha
Or Ineed to find a job for adam that pays at least what both of us makes now so one of us can watch a baby
why is everything so hard
I wish we just lived in the forest and bartered


Glen Maur
or that our capitalist economy hasn't forced the middle class into poverty? there was a day and time when one person could work full time and somehow feed his kids? maybe i'm wrong?


Melody
Isnt that weird how that works?
A man? working to support his WHOLE family?
you mean witha house and a car?
SURELY IT CANT BE DONE
what the fuck am I going to do, best friend
I cant just have adam go work in the coal mines and feed me and our kids and pay the bills, and expect me to be able to buy pretty dresses and cook meals!
Thats the American dream... to live in the 50's
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(no subject) [Nov. 18th, 2009|07:47 am]
I think its insane how talented people are: http://www.lowmorale.co.uk/creep/flash/lm_creep_%28FLASH%29.swf
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(no subject) [Nov. 17th, 2009|06:08 am]
http://www.mymodernmet.com/profiles/blogs/when-grown-men-cry-13-famous

Pictures of actors crying... Awesome
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(no subject) [Nov. 16th, 2009|07:43 am]
I was standing downtown, downtown
Staring at the pebbles on the ground
Tryin to figure out a way up out of this town
And I know yeah, I'm not the only one
So many people out there chase the sun

If you're looking for a free ride, you better run chile
Or you sure won't get too far, oh
You'd better dance a dance
To make the rain come down
If you want to be a star, oh my life

My Life
(Brother you know)
Sho ain't been too easy
My life
(Sister you know)
The life I wanna live
My life
(Mama you know)
You're gonna go through changes
My life
No turnin back
(I'm tellin' you no)

Evernow and then I
Wanna to throw my hands up in the sky
Cause one day I know I'll be flyin high
And I know yeah I got to get down
On my knees and pray
Cause in heart I know I'll see that day

When my freedom comes along
I'm gonna run chile
Cause I know that I'll go far oh, oh
Can't let nobody kill my soul and bring me down
And they know who they are, oh my life

My Life
(Brother you know)
Sho ain't been too easy
My life
(Sister you know)
The life I wanna live
My life
(Mama you know)
You're gonna go through changes
My life
No turnin back
(I'm tellin' you no)

My Life
(Brother you know)
Sho ain't been too easy
My life
(Sister you know)
The life I wanna live
My life
(Mama you know)
You're gonna go through changes
My life
No turnin back
(I'm tellin' you no)

No turning back
Yeah oh baby
No turning back
Yeah oh
No turning back
Yeah oh baby
No turning back
Yeah
No turning back...
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(no subject) [Nov. 16th, 2009|02:44 am]



terrifying
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(no subject) [Nov. 16th, 2009|12:59 am]
img src="http://www.thinkgeek.com/geektoys/plush/bb2e/zoom/">
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(no subject) [Nov. 10th, 2009|12:40 am]


wierd
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8 weeks [Nov. 9th, 2009|05:21 am]
baby growing time has been activated
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(no subject) [Nov. 6th, 2009|08:00 am]
http://www.dothedaft.com/idaft/

well that was fun for like 5 minutes...
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(no subject) [Nov. 6th, 2009|02:46 am]
If youre really into psychology give this a quick read:
http://www.solport.com/roundtable/archives/000468.php

Its worth the time. I hate prescription drugs, so I felt like a winner
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(no subject) [Oct. 29th, 2009|05:55 am]
Melody Lopack
dude.. I hate people
emails make me hate people
heres my random unnecessary rant of the day: WTF is with people "blah blah blah, I love cheese, help me. Please in form."
instead of saying "yeah the cheese isnt working, can you help me?"
please inform
are you some sort of retarded robot that answers emails for a retarded cheese loving man
aka porn
does no one go to school these days?
I hate how many times a day I think of the movie idiocracy
and I hate when people are like "that dont count" and Ill say "doesnt.. that DOESNT count" and you always hear "what are you an english teacher?"
no, but I had one once, obviously we didnt have the same childhood


5:55 AMGlen Maur
haha. yes melody. this is all true. it really does get to you after a while.
working here, i mean.


5:55 AMMelody Lopackor just knowing people in general sometimes
the first part, work - the second part is just a general hatered for humans
I know english is a hard language, but people make it so much harder by just being fucking ignorant
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(no subject) [Oct. 27th, 2009|12:22 am]
img src="http://baxterking.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/08/20090828145109.jpg">

Spencer: "Bear are bad enough, but if one came at you with chainsaw arms.....YOURE DONE"
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(no subject) [Oct. 23rd, 2009|12:37 am]


the gays are still winning. This man is so amazing
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Heimdalsgate [Oct. 22nd, 2009|04:34 am]
I'm in a crisis
I need help
Come on mood shift, shift back to good again
Come on mood shift, shift back to good again
Come on, be a friend

Chemicals, don't flatten my mind
Chemicals, don't mess me up this time
Know you bait me way more than you should
And it's just like you to hurt me when I'm feeling good
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(no subject) [Oct. 22nd, 2009|03:22 am]
http://funzu.com/index.php/crazy-pics/melon-carvings-by-takashi-itoh-07102009.html

Melon carvings
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